oh my god
the weekend went really bad
i binged a lot
but today was good
i ate
1 bowl of pasta
but May is going to be a bad month
i have half term and work experience which means i am going to have to eat properly
it was well hot today and i want to get a tan i just need to get my body in shape for the beach
i wish i could make myself throw up after i ate
but i just cant
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contemplating buying a calory count book
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