http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/en-EUMokoFeed10http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/0a/7bbfb4763f6ed76974c49d385c7a6c_160x200.jpghttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/06/23/23rd-of-june-4353775/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-06-23:/2008/06/23/23rd-of-june-4353775/Mon, 23 Jun 2008 21:22:02 +0200 <p>things are good-ish<br> i have strated eating again<br> but i pretended to have my period this month so that my mother would keep off my back<br> but then she found out so she was even more worried<br> ive gained rather a large amount of weight<br> i have noticed that R<strong>*</strong>** is eating less and i had a chat with her about that<br> my group have made friends with some boys at last<br> i have a boyfriend-which i s not going too great, but what you gonna do we've only been going out for 2 weeks<br> i got an A in geography<br> ummm got D of E practise this weekend-not looking forward to it at all<br> on friday i slept over at my grandmas house with like 8 other people<br> its my birthday in 1 week<br> i am going on a diet for summer<br> and yes that does mean i will now have to stop eating again </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/06/23/23rd-of-june-4353775/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/06/23/23rd-of-june-4353775/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/05/21/change-4204567/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-05-21:/2008/05/21/change-4204567/Wed, 21 May 2008 20:17:10 +0200 <p>so a lot has happend since my last entry<br> as you all know i haven't realy been into eating for a long time<br> stupid as i am, i thought that no-one had noticed or if they had that they didnt realy care<br> i thought i had been careful by eating at home in front of my parents<br> but last wednesday i got called into the office of the head of pastoral care at my school<br> she asked me why i thought i was there and i had no idea, so i said so<br> she said that it was because some of my friends and teachers had commented on how i had lost weight and wasnt eating my lunch<br> i could feel my face burning but i denied everything that she said my friends had said<br> then she phone home<br> i told my mum that i hadnt been eating properly, it was all very emotional and i cried but i still didnt tell her the full extent of my eating habits, she just thought i wasnt eating a very big lunch. I couldn't bring myself to tell her that i no longer eat breakfast or lunch<br> and the thing is i still dont want to stop eating badly<br> i dont think i can face eating properly<br> i can already start to feel myself put on weight<br> and now my mum is keeping an extra eye on me i cant not eat<br> i dont know what to do<br> i will keep you posted</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/05/21/change-4204567/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/05/21/change-4204567/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/05/06/6th-may-4139731/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-05-06:/2008/05/06/6th-may-4139731/Tue, 06 May 2008 19:10:20 +0200 <p>oh my god<br> the weekend went really bad<br> i binged a lot<br> but today was good<br> i ate<br> 1 bowl of pasta<br> but May is going to be a bad month<br> i have half term and work experience which means i am going to have to eat properly<br> it was well hot today and i want to get a tan i just need to get my body in shape for the beach<br> i wish i could make myself throw up after i ate<br> but i just cant<br> ...<br> contemplating buying a calory count book<br> .. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/05/06/6th-may-4139731/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/05/06/6th-may-4139731/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/thursday-17th-april-4058245/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-04-17:/2008/04/17/thursday-17th-april-4058245/Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:15:19 +0200 <p>6 slices of pizza<br> salad </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/thursday-17th-april-4058245/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/thursday-17th-april-4058245/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/wednesday-16th-april-4058234/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-04-17:/2008/04/17/wednesday-16th-april-4058234/Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:14:38 +0200 <p>3 duck pancakes<br> 1 prawn<br> some sweet and sour curry </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/wednesday-16th-april-4058234/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/wednesday-16th-april-4058234/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/tuesday-15th-april-4058218/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-04-17:/2008/04/17/tuesday-15th-april-4058218/Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:13:44 +0200 <p>1 bowl of pasta </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/tuesday-15th-april-4058218/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/17/tuesday-15th-april-4058218/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/08/8th-april-4017210/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-04-08:/2008/04/08/8th-april-4017210/Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:23:42 +0200 <p>okat so yesterday doesn't count cuz i was still binging<br> today i ate:<br> 1 celery stick<br> 4 slices of cucumber<br> and a very very big bowl of pasta<br> that's a start anyways<br> but its Freya's birthday so there's gonna be cake and wagamamas<br> and then there's vicky's part anf there's gonna be pizza and sweets and then there'll be cake on monday too<br> i don't know what to do<br> maybe i just wont eat anything next week</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/08/8th-april-4017210/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/08/8th-april-4017210/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/05/5th-of-april-4000505/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-04-05:/2008/04/05/5th-of-april-4000505/Sat, 05 Apr 2008 21:18:06 +0200 <p>i have no will power<br> the walks didnt work that well<br> i am now a fatty<br> did a massive binge<br> will now go on a major diet </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/05/5th-of-april-4000505/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/04/05/5th-of-april-4000505/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/21/21-3-08-last-blog-for-a-while-3913669/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-21:/2008/03/21/21-3-08-last-blog-for-a-while-3913669/Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:29:06 +0100 <p>im going away today<br> to the lakedistrict<br> i cant wait to go<br> its gonna be walks every day<br> woo gonna get fit<br> anyway easter is comingto and im dreading that<br> im just going to have to be very strong willed<br> well wish me luck<br> see you in 2 weeks </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/21/21-3-08-last-blog-for-a-while-3913669/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/21/21-3-08-last-blog-for-a-while-3913669/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/20/20-3-3910421/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-20:/2008/03/20/20-3-3910421/Thu, 20 Mar 2008 16:34:17 +0100 <p>i feel sick<br> i spose that serves me right though<br> so far today i have eaten a bowl of cereal<br> and loads and load of sweets which have made me feel sick (at myself and physically)<br> maybe i should just throw up<br> and i just had dinner<br> fucking hell i ate a lot<br> 1 sausage<br> mash<br> leek and cheese sauce<br> a bowl of natural yoghurt with bannana and crunch<br> 1 biscuit<br> and a maid of honour<br> im gonna see the wombats<br> AHHHHHHHHH </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/20/20-3-3910421/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/20/20-3-3910421/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/20/19-3-3910419/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-20:/2008/03/20/19-3-3910419/Thu, 20 Mar 2008 16:32:57 +0100 <p>bowl of cereal<br> celery stick<br> bowl of stir fry </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/20/19-3-3910419/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/20/19-3-3910419/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/18/18-3-3901888/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-18:/2008/03/18/18-3-3901888/Tue, 18 Mar 2008 21:10:47 +0100 <p>bowl of cereal<br> obegene and parmesan bake<br> half a slice of toast<br> 1 stick of brocoli </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/18/18-3-3901888/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>lifehealthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/18/18-3-3901888/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/18/17-3-3900727/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-18:/2008/03/18/17-3-3900727/Tue, 18 Mar 2008 17:22:17 +0100 <p>hola<br> i was annoyed with holly this morning because of the weekend<br> appartantly jake didnt have a party anyway<br> oh well<br> i ate:<br> 1 celery stick<br> 1 bowl of caneloni with bolognese sauce on top<br> WOWAH MAMA!<br> that's very good </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/18/17-3-3900727/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/18/17-3-3900727/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/16/16-3-3890528/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-16:/2008/03/16/16-3-3890528/Sun, 16 Mar 2008 21:41:05 +0100 <p>1 week till easter<br> oh god im going to put on soooo much weight at easter<br> but we're going to the lakedistrict so hopefully ill just burn off all the calories<br> today was as bad as yesterday<br> iff not worse<br> mum and dad had a fight and it was quite scary<br> there was a lot of f***ing<br> but freya was out so didnt hear<br> nick is a chav<br> i ate:<br> 1 bowl of cereal<br> 1 bowl of soup<br> 1 slice of toast with butter<br> half a slice of toast with strawberry jam<br> 1 biscuit<br> <u>big dinner</u>including<br> pork<br> sausage<br> leeks a white sauce<br> potateos<br> stuffed mushroom<br> brocoli<br> then pudding<br> sticky ginger pudding<br> vanilla ice-cream and custar<br> fooking hell<br> i must starve myself next week<br> no breakfast<br> no pudding<br> v.v.small lunch i.e celery,cucumber<br> and small dinner<br> MUST<br> but my myspace profile looks amazing! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/16/16-3-3890528/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/16/16-3-3890528/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/15/15-3-3883930/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-15:/2008/03/15/15-3-3883930/Sat, 15 Mar 2008 21:21:54 +0100 <p>ended up staying in<br> saw holly in town with laura<br> non couldnt come<br> and harvey tried to come<br> kiran is doing something else<br> and i binged<br> i ate:<br> 1 substantial bowl of cereal with crunch and muesli and full fat milk<br> 1 smoked salmon, cucumber, cream cheese sandwich on white bread<br> 1 muffin with strawberry jam<br> 1 oat biscuit<br> 1 bowl of pasta<br> 1 bowl of natural yoghurt with orange, kiwi, banana, crunch, muesli and honey<br> so that's<br> cereal<br> crunch<br> muesli<br> full fat milk<br> smoked salmon<br> cucumber<br> cream cheese<br> white bread<br> muffin<br> strawberry jam<br> biscuit<br> pasta<br> bolognese sauce<br> natural yoghurt<br> orange<br> kiwi<br> banana<br> crunch<br> muesli<br> honey<br> and im not even going for a fucking run tomoro because Perry and Nick are sleeping over<br> GRRRRRRRRRRRR </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/15/15-3-3883930/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/15/15-3-3883930/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/15/14-3-3880960/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-15:/2008/03/15/14-3-3880960/Sat, 15 Mar 2008 13:04:06 +0100 <p>hopefully we are going to jakes rave tomorow because perry and nicholas are coming over.<br> if not me non and hol are going to go to pizza hut and not pay<br> hopefully we will share a pizza because bloody hell how many calories are there in a pizza?<br> today i ate<br> 1 celery stick<br> 2 slices of chicken pie<br> and 1 bowl of yoghurt with muesli<br> so i didnt do that great<br> and tomoro is saturday hopefully i have enough will power to get through it without binge-ing!<br> watched atonement<br> was alright<br> could have been better<br> xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/15/14-3-3880960/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/15/14-3-3880960/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/13/can-t-remember-the-date-3873104/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-13:/2008/03/13/can-t-remember-the-date-3873104/Thu, 13 Mar 2008 20:17:45 +0100 <p>i think its the 12th today<br> cant remember<br> did art today<br> god i hate it my picture just looks awfull<br> oh well<br> i ate:<br> 1 and a half bananas<br> 1 large bowl of pasta with sauce<br> bowl of youghurt and muesli </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/13/can-t-remember-the-date-3873104/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/13/can-t-remember-the-date-3873104/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/12/fishaamp-chips-3866010/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-12:/2008/03/12/fishaamp-chips-3866010/Wed, 12 Mar 2008 20:08:29 +0100 <p>Art today had to do a tracey Emin style wall hanging<br> went quite wron<br> oh well<br> today went quite well<br> no breakfast or lunch<br> all i had was:<br> 2 cups of tea<br> 1 portion of fish and chips<br> 4 strawberries<br> Mum and Dad have gone to Camden round house to see the jesus and mary chain<br> it is beeing said that Kiran has been asking round for me.OH DEAR<br> and might be going to a rave at Jakes on saturday</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/12/fishaamp-chips-3866010/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/12/fishaamp-chips-3866010/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/11/hitchin-3858343/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-11:/2008/03/11/hitchin-3858343/Tue, 11 Mar 2008 21:01:02 +0100 <p>11/3/08<br> Today<br> 3 cups of tea<br> 1 cinamon dolce latté<br> 1 bannana<br> 1 helping of shepheards pie and brocolli<br> 1 yoghurt with musli </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/11/hitchin-3858343/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>healthhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/11/hitchin-3858343/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/fat-3852094/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-03-10:/2008/03/10/fat-3852094/Mon, 10 Mar 2008 21:46:26 +0100 <p>I dont know how the hell this works<br> i really dont get it at all<br> Today i did my ballet exam<br> i suppose it went ok, i messed up quite a bit<br> then i bunked geography<br> SCOPE was fun and i went to the library<br> WEEKEND<br> was pretty fun but i ate so much<br> have to starve myself this week before easter<br> TODAY<br> was not a good start:<br> 1 pita with lettuce, ham and tomatoe<br> 1 biscuit<br> 1 bowl of pasta<br> 1 BIG bowl of crumble<br> OH FUCK IT </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/fat-3852094/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>lifehttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/03/10/fat-3852094/#commentshttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/01/21/christmas~3611470/tag:putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk,2008-01-21:/2008/01/21/christmas~3611470/Mon, 21 Jan 2008 20:42:32 +0100 <p>Hola,<br> yeh, so christmas didn't go so well.<br> I ate soooo much, i've put on A LOT of weight.<br> so my new years resolution is to loose weight-it seems to be going well and i have been going for runs, bike rides and doing a lot of ballet.<br> i have written a list of what to eat for the following week.<br> today i ate:<br> cereal with milk<br> 1 bannana<br> pasta with mushrooms and cheese<br> gooseberry crumble and natural yoghurt<br> OH DEAR! that looks like too much, i need to stop having pudding.<br> Oh well, its a start.<br> xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/01/21/christmas~3611470/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>foodhttp://putmeinalockerandlockit.blog.co.uk/2008/01/21/christmas~3611470/#comments